Although the closer I come to priesthood, the more I wonder if I should really share as openly as I have always done. Even my 'edited' experiences are apparently a little more revealing to the 'uninitiated' than is desirable, at least according to my confessor. But, who knows.
At this point, the PRIEST archetype keeps revealing himself as one more person after another: always before any integration was a one-time thing. But now, it is as though there are 10,000 Christs that I must digest. So, it's a slow process. Perhaps never to end.
In the meantime, I am dealing with the anxiety of potentially taking a new job. I'm trying not to freak about that. But I haven't wanted a position so much before; ever. This is so perfect. So we shall see.
The anxiety fills my entire 'mundane' psyche. And touches right up against the supernatural calm of my vocation. Strange.
