the answer comes. the great no that allows all other yeses new life.
bewilderment, pain, anger, peace. all so quickly.
and now we shall see what we shall see.
and now there is no longer any desire for any yolk other than my own. perhaps this is the lesson.
but i must follow my way, alone, again, as always in this life. i must no longer seek any guide, any protection, any institution, anyone to blaze or authenticate my trail.
i must walk it. with markers strange and in unknown script. the sky my companion.
