2.17.10

when he calls, answer.
when he comes, follow.
when he closes the door, submit.

2.17.10

The Spirit of God.

If you have not prostrated yourself in fear and dread of Her, you have not seen Her.

If you have not stood before a porcelain basin and prayed to be released of Her, She has not had you.

If you have not wept from fear and ecstasy and terror, and not been filled, and your very flesh rent to allow more of her wine to flow into you, then you are not Her thrall and not her Lover.

If you have not cried for her return, and cried at her return, and sobbed at her leaving, you do not know Her.

The Spirit of God moves over the waters. Say not that you will not be afraid. For you will be.

Have you seen her crash and crush worlds together?!
Have you seen her rise, terrible, in her majesty?!
Have you seen her raise her arms and feinted from her loveliness?!
Have you seen her, felt her, hold you, like a child, till your fears were calmed?!

And there is more. Gird your loins and open your heart and ascend to her Temple. Then She will decide what to do with you. For it is not you who will decide who SHE will be to You.

Courage!